Sailor Monchichi to the rescue....

Hey, guys!

So the summer has been alright, noting significant has happen, just plain old work and hanging out with chris. Got to make that money and spend time with the boyfriend. Its already basically the end of the summer for me, back to San Marcos on August 15, school doesn’t start until the 27th but spending another year in marching band so i get to go back early (don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing).

Been really thinking a lot, mostly about chris and I, our relationship and whatnot, I love him and i always will, as cheesy as it may sound he holds a special place in my heart and he always will but i feel like something has to change. See, i go to school, work in the summer, everything i do is for the future, I work hard and do my best so I can do what I want to do in life. And i know circumstances are different but I just feel like chris needs to try a little harder to go back to school, I push him and talk to him telling him that we are all here to help him, everybody wants to help, that we are all just waiting for him. Even if his immediate family isn’t willing to push him or they just think he should full fill his duty to his mom and help her out with her financial duties. What ever it maybe, and as bad as it may sound it’s time for him to do whats good for him. I don’t care what he wants to do in life, even if its something completely weird, I just want him to love what he’s doing. Anyways it’s not just the whole school thing, but I’m also ready to go to the next level of our relationship, we’ve been together for over five and a half years, i think it’s time we move in with each other, but then again that’s kind of hard with him practically financially supporting his mom, plus he doesn’t really have his own vehicle, so yea, i don’t think moving in with each will be really possible since i do go to school in San Marcos and it seems like getting away from san antonio won’t be easy for him.

So i’ve just been really thinking about that, I don’t know what to do, suggestion?

Oh, so today is my second day, really, kind of, sort of working out with my mom. Trying to lose wait my goal was to lose 50 pounds this summer but i got lazy! oh well starting over this week, goal weight is still 120ish and right now i weigh about 170ish. 

Well all i can do for now is keep fighting for everything and anything i set my mind too!

sorry for the long post, but if you read it all the way through, Thanks!

Manda :)

Hello!

Summer’s going fine, haven’t really been able to cross anything off my list to work on this summer, except for getting a job. I started to work at pretzelmaker at north star, it sucks, i hate and it feels like child labor, even though i’m not a child, adult labor? My boss is a pretty much a jerk, it’s like he has a stick up his butt, i seriously don’t make enough to deal with him.
Things are pretty great right now, and i have noting to complain about(except for work), Been spending most of my time with chris and no i don’t get tired of hang out with him, I’m so happy I met him. I’ve been always told that i don’t need a man for anything and i don’t because no matter how cheese it is I am a very strong independent women! It’s just an extra bonus for me to have him around to support me. 
It’s weird last night i was thinking about how lucky i am that i really have no problems/drama or anything of that kind in my life, this was the second time this past two weeks that i’ve thought about this, anyways after i thought this, i went to sleep and as crazy as this may seem i had a dream about me being appreciative of it. I don’t know i just thought it was interesting, I had another dream too but i can’t remember it.

I really haven’t been on lately, it’s summer and i’m usually almost always out, working or taking my mommy places but i do get on every once in a while, i just haven’t had time to post anything personal. Hope everyone’s having a great summer.

Manda :)
 

So i’ve really been wanting to cut my hair and dye it but i also want to donate my hair. So i think i’m going to wait on the cutting it short and dying it part for at lest another summer. I do need at lest a trim though.

Have a job now, and it kind of sucks. But whatever, beggars can’t be choosers. Got to earn that money. Hopefully it gets better, i don’t know, maybe i’ll apply somewhere else.

I went in to day, and ended up working for only 2 hours and a half, and even awesomer is that i don’t go back in until thursday…..not really!

Might be getting my old summer job back, a bittersweet ending to my summer job search. Really would rather not go back just because i’m ready to try to do something new, but i guess it’ll have to do. The job market kind of sucks right now, and i need cash fast. At lest training will be pretty much a refresher! 

1. cut hair
2. dye hair
3. lose weight
4. finish last math credit
5. get a summer job and save what i make
6. Practice Flute, i really want to practice more and memorize my stand tunes fot marching band (i forgot to put this)

Yup, that sounds about right, that’s what my summer goals are, hopefully i can cross those out! :)