Oh and on a side note

I played basketball today for in the first time in a long time, with people i don’t really know. Yea, it didn’t go so well. I sucked ass big time! I’m not going to lie i kind of teared up, ha yea, i guess that makes me a little girl. There’s no crying in sports. I felt like i humiliated myself, chris said i was ready. He lied, he evan said i was alright, nope, he lied again. 

I have to give myself credit though, i got myself out there! I honestly probably never would have if it honestly wasn’t for chris. I’m really trying to lose weight this summer and keeping myself moving is a start, I’ve lost 3 pounds! 3 whole pounds, i kind of think the scale is lying. Figures everyone, and everything lie to make you feel better, when in reality i just plain out suck,